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Excluded

I’m happy that he has a new male friend to hang out with but I feel excluded now. I know that I encouraged my male friend to hang out with him because he needs friends but I didn’t realize that meant they would now be excluding me from hanging out. I wonder what is wrong…

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million of things

I want to tell you about everything that happens and the funny stories of my day to day or that I’ve been sick (am sick), millions of things but I can’t anymore because I don’t want to t scare you away. These things are intimate things, I want to tell you about the things that…

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Broken Pieces

Pain does change people A broken heart does change you But it’s up to you to decide what to do with that pain I wonder if you knew the real me not the surface stuff but the really deep shit that goes on in my brain would you understand I am more like you than…

Not Listening

Answered a call, scared the heck out of me, forgot my phone was not on silent. It was this woman I met at a networking group few weeks ago, super nice lady, she wanted to schedule some zoom meeting with me after the tax deadline, I said sure, whatever wasn’t really listening because I was…

what do I want?

he asked what did I want and why was he so special to you? the simple answer: he felt like home the long answer: we could sit in a room together and work or do our own thing and not talk, that’s rare when you feel comfortable with someone to sit in silence. We have…