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Excluded

I’m happy that he has a new male friend to hang out with but I feel excluded now. I know that I encouraged my male friend to hang out with him because he needs friends but I didn’t realize that meant they would now be excluding me from hanging out. I wonder what is wrong…

what do I want?

he asked what did I want and why was he so special to you? the simple answer: he felt like home the long answer: we could sit in a room together and work or do our own thing and not talk, that’s rare when you feel comfortable with someone to sit in silence. We have…

scared

dont know where to start, we’ve been connecting via text and lunch with a mutual client (she was up to something today) kind of wish it had just me and you that had lunch and you are back to your normal self, the guy that I fell in love with, the guy I still deeply…

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more

remember when we were in the kitchen trying to figure out how much CBD to use and we were laughing because neither one of us knew what to do. I wanted more of that, more of seeing you happy and laughing, making you laugh over random silly things. Or that time when you were sitting…

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troll doll

I have to keep reminding myself that you’re never coming back into my life  🙁 . That you at some point decided that you were no longer my friend, maybe I scared you, wouldn’t be the first person to walk away from me, probably won’t be the last. I tried to grow my hair out thinking…

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Plants

Real love takes time to root and grow, a lot like plants. I ran across a plant thing that I think you would absolutely adore because when you are nervous you talk about random plants and their latin names which I have always found incredibly adorable about you, one of the many reasons I love…