I’ll never forget that day that you sat there and told me you loved me, I told you that I loved you too but I don’t think you heard me. Some days I want to just call you and tell you about my day, the funny, the sad, the annoying. Some days I just want to sit at your desk in silence while you are in the room silently doing your own thing. What makes it harder to walk away, is you were the first love that felt right, you were the first one that made sense With tears in…
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Now that I know what I don’t want in a relationship, I don’t want a man that constantly mansplains, that informs me of what I like and don’t like, that tries to gas light me, can not take “No” for an answer, that goes to hang out with me and would rather watch the “game” then have a conversation, that does not respect what I do for a living…. what do I want in a relationship with him? I want to tell to tell him the truth, that I’m in-love with him, have been for a while and that I…
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I’m happy that he has a new male friend to hang out with but I feel excluded now. I know that I encouraged my male friend to hang out with him because he needs friends but I didn’t realize that meant they would now be excluding me from hanging out. I wonder what is wrong with me that no one really wants to hang out with me. So now this happy bro couple is hanging out and having fun and I’m sitting here alone again. yeah me 🙁 when shit backfires, my male friend even asked me if it was…
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I want to tell you about everything that happens and the funny stories of my day to day or that I’ve been sick (am sick), millions of things but I can’t anymore because I don’t want to t scare you away. These things are intimate things, I want to tell you about the things that make me tick, that make me excited, things that scare me but I’m afraid to scare you away. I want to sit down with you and share a beer and pretzels again and tell you about my day and hear about your day. I want…
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Pain does change people A broken heart does change you But it’s up to you to decide what to do with that pain I wonder if you knew the real me not the surface stuff but the really deep shit that goes on in my brain would you understand I am more like you than you know some days I think I’m quite ugly and I understand why no one would want to love me I can’t fathom why anyone would think I was beautiful I want to be able to trust you to let you in on that world…
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Answered a call, scared the heck out of me, forgot my phone was not on silent. It was this woman I met at a networking group few weeks ago, super nice lady, she wanted to schedule some zoom meeting with me after the tax deadline, I said sure, whatever wasn’t really listening because I was in the middle of something. I have no idea what she actually does or what the zoom is about. Fast Forward to the actual zoom meeting, omg, it was a pyramid scheme, do I have sucker written on my forehead of something? I seriously don’t…