I’ll never forget that day that you sat there and told me you loved me, I told you that I loved you too but I don’t think you heard me. Some days I want to just call you and tell you about my day, the funny, the sad, the annoying. Some days I just want to sit at your desk in silence while you are in the room silently doing your own thing. What makes it harder to walk away, is you were the first love that felt right, you were the first one that made sense With tears in…
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Now that I know what I don’t want in a relationship, I don’t want a man that constantly mansplains, that informs me of what I like and don’t like, that tries to gas light me, can not take “No” for an answer, that goes to hang out with me and would rather watch the “game” then have a conversation, that does not respect what I do for a living…. what do I want in a relationship with him? I want to tell to tell him the truth, that I’m in-love with him, have been for a while and that I…
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I want to tell you about everything that happens and the funny stories of my day to day or that I’ve been sick (am sick), millions of things but I can’t anymore because I don’t want to t scare you away. These things are intimate things, I want to tell you about the things that make me tick, that make me excited, things that scare me but I’m afraid to scare you away. I want to sit down with you and share a beer and pretzels again and tell you about my day and hear about your day. I want…
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Pain does change people A broken heart does change you But it’s up to you to decide what to do with that pain I wonder if you knew the real me not the surface stuff but the really deep shit that goes on in my brain would you understand I am more like you than you know some days I think I’m quite ugly and I understand why no one would want to love me I can’t fathom why anyone would think I was beautiful I want to be able to trust you to let you in on that world…
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I was talking to a friend last night and he said he didn’t understand why a man would ghost a woman that would give him everything, I don’t know either, I really don’t know what I did wrong, why he would abandon a friendship and a partnership. I had an awesome dream last night, it was wonderful, he chose me in the dream, he stood up for me and then I woke up, knowing that it may never happen. it’s been lingering in my head all day and threw me into bit of a depression, I’ve been really tired all…
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