Now that I know what I don’t want in a relationship, I don’t want a man that constantly mansplains, that informs me of what I like and don’t like, that tries to gas light me, can not take “No” for an answer, that goes to hang out with me and would rather watch the “game” then have a conversation, that does not respect what I do for a living…. what do I want in a relationship with him? I want to tell to tell him the truth, that I’m in-love with him, have been for a while and that I…
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I was talking to a friend last night and he said he didn’t understand why a man would ghost a woman that would give him everything, I don’t know either, I really don’t know what I did wrong, why he would abandon a friendship and a partnership. I had an awesome dream last night, it was wonderful, he chose me in the dream, he stood up for me and then I woke up, knowing that it may never happen. it’s been lingering in my head all day and threw me into bit of a depression, I’ve been really tired all…
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weird dream, can’t quite shake it... a bee landed on my head and whispered in my ear, I’m not here to hurt you, I’m here to invited you to a party, a celebration of life of our mom. And this little bee whose name was Shady because she liked to fly around in the shade and gather her daily workload, she didn’t care much for the hot sun unless she was skimming along a pool to help cool off her little feet. She told me that it was very very important that I attended this party and that no one…
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this afternoon, I could have sworn I was listening to music, was singing the lyrics in my head then I realized there wasn’t any music playing, not on my phone, not on the computer. I haven’t talked to anyone all day except the cats and haven’t gone anywhere, so either I have completely and utterly lost my mind (auditory hallucinations) or someone is thinking about me or spirit is trying to tell me something although the ghost usually doesn’t stick songs in my head, she either just tells me or makes my electronics go wonky or squirrels seem to appear.…
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Tonight I learned that I wasn’t invited to a wedding that I was told about for weeks, they needed help planning it and finding a venue and of course, thinking that they were my friends, I offered advice and helped out where I could and now I realized I am not part of their inner circle, probably never was, still outside, looking in, hoping to be part of a group, I’m not even sure I want to continue doing block parties when we can, what’s the fucking point, they don’t really see me as a friend or part of their…
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not so much a dream but a feeling as I was drifting off to sleep, I felt someone caressing my cheek and my back. It wasn’t the cats, they use their tiny little nails to get my attention. I didn’t have a window open and it wasn’t the heater. I had just said goodnight to him, wishing him sweet dreams (even he stopped being my friend, I never stopped being his) and then I felt this light caressing on my check and back, I turned over because kind of weird and I felt it again. Maybe she was there, maybe…
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sound energy, particularly bells, gets rid of negative energy. That’s what wind chimes are for in your garden, to create a calm space. This explains so much about all her wind chimes and bells she had around the house