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music

this afternoon, I could have sworn I was listening to music, was singing the lyrics in my head then I realized there wasn’t any music playing, not on my phone, not on the computer. I haven’t talked to anyone all day except the cats and haven’t gone anywhere, so either I have completely and utterly…

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Rejection Sucks

Tonight I learned that I wasn’t invited to a wedding that I was told about for weeks, they needed help planning it and finding a venue and of course, thinking that they were my friends, I offered advice and helped out where I could and now I realized I am not part of their inner…

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nothingness

how do I go back to not talking to anyone? It’s hard to sit hear alone with my thoughts when you know no one wants to talk to me anymore, no one was ever really my friend and no one wants to hear what I am thinking or how I am feeling. the sheer nothingness…