weird dream, can’t quite shake it...
a bee landed on my head and whispered in my ear, I’m not here to hurt you, I’m here to invited you to a party, a celebration of life of our mom. And this little bee whose name was Shady because she liked to fly around in the shade and gather her daily workload, she didn’t care much for the hot sun unless she was skimming along a pool to help cool off her little feet. She told me that it was very very important that I attended this party and that no one else could know that she could talk or that I could hear her. Then she told me she saw him leave early this morning through the backdoor, she was waiting for him to leave so she could talk to me. I told her nothing happened last night, we fell asleep talking late into the night and he left that early that morning as not to disturb everyone. The weird thing is that he went down the stairs and out the backdoor. I don’t have stairs to go down, so I’m not sure where we were. My sister was there, my friends were there, my mom was there and my other friend was there with his girlfriend. The backdoor was near a large farmhouse style kitchen with a lime green table. The house was big enough for all these people to be staying over. I don’t know where we were but it seemed familiar like it was my house, it’s not the first time I’ve dreamed of this house.
I told Shady, that I always knew when he had been there because he always forgot to lock the backdoor behind him, that sometimes he would come and check on me and leave silently the same way he came in. Shady hung out with me throughout the day, she rode on my shoulder and talk to me and I said she could as long as she didn’t sting me because I was really allergic to bees. She explained that she wouldn’t sting me because I was her friend, she just wanted to hang out and talk to me because no human can ever hear her, she talks and talks all day long but no one hears her. I asked her about this party and who would be there, she told me my friend that left early that morning would surely be there, possibly people from his work.
Then we were in the kitchen and Shady got scared and flew and hid in the cupboard, as I was coaxing her out, our mutual friend asked me what I was doing and I explained that I was trying to get Shady to come out and meet him. Finally she came out and landed on my shoulder hidden slightly in my hair. I asked her if our other mutual friend could come too and Shady said yes, but he needs to bring a fried rat tail as a token to honor the gods ….so this is where I woke up because one ick and wtf?
Analysis of my dream – trying to get it out my head so I can just move along with my day, kind of a cute story honestly, now that I’ve written this out, not all that bad, weird but not bad
I think I might know who the bee is but I seriously doubt she’s going to be reaching out to me anytime soon, she ghosted me too.
And the him here, I think that was about him still caring about me because honestly that disagreement with his employee over my fee was resolved way too easy, I thought for sure, the guy would try and fight me on it because he stated “I have no problem explaining this to a small claims judge”. I did write back and explain everything in a very factual logical way but I was pretty sure he was going to fight me on it and then he was like how do I pay you, can we just resolve this matter and get it over with. Pretty sure that the him here, told his employee to pay me and stop arguing about it