• friendship - releasing

    Excluded

    I’m happy that he has a new male friend to hang out with but I feel excluded now. I know that I encouraged my male friend to hang out with him because he needs friends but I didn’t realize that meant they would now be excluding me from hanging out. I wonder what is wrong with me that no one really wants to hang out with me. So now this happy bro couple is hanging out and having fun and I’m sitting here alone again. yeah me  🙁   when shit backfires, my male friend even asked me if it was…

  • friendship - weaving

    Rejection Sucks

    Tonight I learned that I wasn’t invited to a wedding that I was told about for weeks, they needed help planning it and finding a venue and of course, thinking that they were my friends, I offered advice and helped out where I could and now I realized I am not part of their inner circle, probably never was, still outside, looking in, hoping to be part of a group, I’m not even sure I want to continue doing block parties when we can, what’s the fucking point, they don’t really see me as a friend or part of their…