I buried this part of me a long time ago because to be honest when you tell people that you can hear and feel dead people, they tend to look at you like you are crazy. Bring into that mix that you can remember your past lives or you can feel the energy in a room or from people or that things/people drain the living hell out of you, people get even weirder around you or make fun of you, like my family does, so I kind of got to a point where I just never mentioned it to anyone…
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last night I heard you whisper “I love you” it jolted me from my sleep, woke up confused, deep tears rolling down my face, felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest again. Took me a moment to clear my head and go back to sleep but the lingering thought is why did you tell me you loved me when you never meant it? I doubt I will ever open up to anyone ever again or trust another person with anything about me because honestly, what’s the catch? What did you really want? What game were you…
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Woke up tonight laughing, but then realized it wasn’t real 🙁 It was a really vivid dream, we were supposed to be having date night but something got spilled on me and that I need to get into the shower, then once I was in there, I realized I hadn’t stopped to just take care of myself in so damn long and I really just wanted to shave my legs, so I relaxed and sat down in the tub and started to shave my legs. He came into the bathroom with baklava that he found in the fridge and told…