this afternoon, I could have sworn I was listening to music, was singing the lyrics in my head then I realized there wasn’t any music playing, not on my phone, not on the computer. I haven’t talked to anyone all day except the cats and haven’t gone anywhere, so either I have completely and utterly lost my mind (auditory hallucinations) or someone is thinking about me or spirit is trying to tell me something although the ghost usually doesn’t stick songs in my head, she either just tells me or makes my electronics go wonky or squirrels seem to appear.…
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dreams are getting weird, also I have been doing a lot of mediation at night to help me sleep better but the dreams are weird especially when I do guided astral projection or lucid dreaming meditation… This one I woke up with my cat curled up in a circle on my chest, looking at me with one eye open, like WTF was that? I could hear his voice like he was next to me, yelling “this is Mr JW (his full name but I’ll use initials here) of w trust account” Hmm, did the cat hear it too? My friend…
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I buried this part of me a long time ago because to be honest when you tell people that you can hear and feel dead people, they tend to look at you like you are crazy. Bring into that mix that you can remember your past lives or you can feel the energy in a room or from people or that things/people drain the living hell out of you, people get even weirder around you or make fun of you, like my family does, so I kind of got to a point where I just never mentioned it to anyone…
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my darling friend died on 10/20/2020 I couldn’t write about her until now, it was too painful. She was such a sweetheart and I wish I had more time with her, had gotten to know her before the dementia had set in, she did have clear lucid moments here and there in the end but I wish I had known her before, she seemed like a hoot in her heydays. She reminded me that I have special/empathic gifts and not to hide myself and be brave and honest with the people around me, I still think that backfires more often…